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Secret Desires

Theviolet_writer

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Reads 330,076
Votes 8,848
Parts 42
Time 3h 5m

Theviolet_writer

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After losing his so called family, bestfriend and a supposed lover of some sort, Keith struggles to live life on the streets only to be found and taken back to his lover's home.

 Now he has to live with his ex lover and his wife. How will he cope when he can no longer control what he still feels for this man. 

"What do you mean?" he asked as though me being addicted to him wasn't his fault.

"I'm saying that I can't control it anymore, I still love you and I hate myself for it" I said as a tear rolled down my cheek.

"My secret desires"



Sequel to Unholy Submission

Some old characters will come back and there's also gonna be new ones

BDSM
Violence
Sexual Abuse

Ranked #36 kinksAll Rights Reserved

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