I'm the Monster you created
Combantant
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Combantant
Ongoing, First published Nov 10, 2018
Mature
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" I want to be happy... But something inside me says I don't deserve it. You know...? I'm trying, trying to do my best, but it's never good enough. I'm always replaceable, always the second choice, I'm just a worthless piece of shit ... But... I understand it, I wouldn't choose me neither. I just can't take this anymore, I think I'm starting to ruin more and more other people lives and I don't want that, I want other people to feel happy, but it's ok if it's not around me, I just don't want to make people suffer just like I'm suffering, because I care to much about them. My only wish was just for someone to care about me, to tell me I'm important but that's so selfish of me because I don't deserve it, I don't deserve attention, I'm just a error in the system, a mistake of God. So i might just let the demons win this time, I might just drown into the bottom of the lake and give up. No one would notice anyway... No would be there to catch me while I'm falling, I would just fall into the infinite, doing what it's better for everyone, broken and alone with pain harming and tearing apart my heart forever..."

Warning! Some things in this story may trigger some people. 

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