I'm the Monster you created
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Last published Sun, Nov 11, 2018
" I want to be happy... But something inside me says I don't deserve it. You know...? I'm trying, trying to do my best, but it's never good enough. I'm always replaceable, always the second choice, I'm just a worthless piece of shit ... But... I understand it, I wouldn't choose me neither. I just can't take this anymore, I think I'm starting to ruin more and more other people lives and I don't want that, I want other people to feel happy, but it's ok if it's not around me, I just don't want to make people suffer just like I'm suffering, because I care to much about them. My only wish was just for someone to care about me, to tell me I'm important but that's so selfish of me because I don't deserve it, I don't deserve attention, I'm just a error in the system, a mistake of God. So i might just let the demons win this time, I might just drown into the bottom of the lake and give up. No one would notice anyway... No would be there to catch me while I'm falling, I would just fall into the infinite, doing what it's better for everyone, broken and alone with pain harming and tearing apart my heart forever..."
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