*In process of being rewritten*
"God, is getting wasted all you think about?" He asks honestly.
"It's my only means of escape. It makes me happy." I babble on erratically when the cold stone realization hit me. Oh Fuck.
You know how when you do not want to talk and you say "I'm fine."
You do. We have all been there. A fake smile, forced laugh, then you go home and cry.
But, then, you find out a huge secret with holes missing. You want to find out all the answers.
Basically, your life is full of twists and turns. Answers yo questions that you must find.