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Christian and Remi have been best friends since they were three. They know everything about each other, or so they thought. Remi discovers six months into their senior year of high school that Christian has been suffering from severe depression for two years. When Christian ends her own life suddenly, Remi travels back in time to Christian's dark history of the past two years to stop her from taking her life. Every time something happens that puts her friend closer to her tragic death, she witnesses the situation from Christian's perspective. On her journey she develops a new understanding and view on her and Christian's friendship. Will Remi be able to save her friend from her own self, or will Christian be gone forever?

Trigger Warning: suicide, death, suicidal thoughts, self harm, and  grief.

Also, sorry for the shitty cover art. I can't draw shit.
I proof read, but if there are any mistakes don't be afraid to point them out.All Rights Reserved

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