gotta get things off my chest and writing tends to help quite a lot, makes things feel a bit bearable. i'll probably regret posting this when i wake up later or later on lmao tw for sexual abuse, suicidal thoughts (i don't know how to put trigger warnings, so if i'm doing it wrong, i'm sorry. please corect me.) anyways, to whoever is reading this, i hope you're doing okay. please take care of yourself.All Rights Reserved