(be aware____! this is between manxman relationship story..) 🌷"you know the feeling of being alone? living in the darkness?I wanted to cry,I tried so hard to manage the pain i feel inside my heart so heavy that sometimes I wanted to burst out in tears,i wanted to pour out the heavy feelings,but I choose to ignored and hide it and pretended that nothing's happen amd smile to the people I love. Everyday for me is like a war,a battles and I don't know how to win against myself. the longer I fight against it the more I feel hurt,emptiness,loneliness and rejected, it goes deeply into my soul.." __I'm Christian Monroe Slater __18 years old __2nd year Marine Engineer student.. 🌷__"In life we need someone or something to give us strength and be the center of our life. We can face those nightmares that invade in our dreams hunting us on those restless nights,We look eye to eye on our fears, struggle to all the consequences for all the things we made and choose.. but let me tell you this.... "be ready,gather all those strength you have because sometimes those strength can be your weakness too.." and one day it will come, the one who owns my heart, the one who make me happy, the one who make me feel important, and the one who make me fall inlove every seconds of my life.. the one who will save my heart from darkness. __I'm Legacy Levedev __18 years old, __Business Economics student.. __can this two lonely heart find its way to one another?or would they forget what they believe and give up for each other?can their heart be healed? Find out what will happen to the journey of their lives. A/N...please support and read my first bl story,vote and comment. English is not my mother language nor second so please understand of so many grammatical errors. updating two times per week if I'm not busy in my college life and please bare with my wrong grammars.. see yah all to 1st chapter! ___SilverShadow___