Alvaro
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Last published Tue, Dec 25, 2018
"When is it time for me to die already why do I have to live with this bs" I said in my head still agreeing to my parents.
Have you ever felt like shit because you've never been loved and you're only loved by your family no one's else? And some times you're just too nice, so when a person orders you to do something that you don't want to do, you still have to do it either way. Well off you feel like that or you got the same life it's best for you to read this book.
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