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svptxmber
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svptxmber
Complete
Complete, First published Nov 13, 2018
a mess
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alone
creation
creative
creativewriting
crying
darkness
deep
depression
emotion
emotionalrollercoaster
emotions
london
lonely
mood
poem
poetry
sad
sadness
tears
teen
unaware
alone
creation
creative
creativewriting
crying
darkness
deep
depression
emotion
emotionalrollercoaster
emotions
london
lonely
mood
poem
poetry
sad
sadness
tears
teen
unaware
Table of contents
welcome
Tue, Nov 13, 2018
lonely
Tue, Nov 13, 2018
him
Tue, Nov 13, 2018
hate life
Sat, Dec 1, 2018
the right people
Sat, Jan 12, 2019
the new girl
Sat, Jan 12, 2019
she's back
Sat, Feb 9, 2019
the letter
Wed, Mar 13, 2019
cry
Wed, Mar 13, 2019
i'm done
Wed, Mar 13, 2019
nobody knows
Fri, Mar 29, 2019
if only she never came back
Mon, Apr 1, 2019
to him
Mon, Apr 1, 2019
asshole
Thu, Apr 18, 2019
somebody to love
Sun, Apr 21, 2019
life sucks
Thu, Apr 25, 2019
do i miss you?
Sun, Apr 28, 2019
what should i do?
Sun, May 5, 2019
why is suicide an option?
Sun, May 12, 2019
i am in pain too
Fri, May 17, 2019
you are gone
Tue, May 28, 2019
another one, gone
Thu, May 30, 2019
how can i help?
Fri, May 31, 2019
can i scream?
Fri, May 31, 2019
do i feel happy?
Fri, Jun 7, 2019
the dark depths of my mind.
Fri, Jun 7, 2019
im not as bright as you think
Sat, Jun 8, 2019
sickness
Sun, Jun 9, 2019
what if we actually did something?
Mon, Jun 10, 2019
childhood
Thu, Jun 13, 2019
alone
Sat, Jun 15, 2019
unaware
Sun, Jun 23, 2019
four special people
Thu, Jun 27, 2019
wow. just wow
Fri, Jun 28, 2019
just don't
Sat, Jun 29, 2019
the final breath
Sat, Jun 29, 2019
appreciation
Sun, Jun 30, 2019
linger
Sun, Jun 30, 2019
confusion
Mon, Jul 1, 2019
all a blur
Mon, Jul 1, 2019
make things right
Tue, Jul 2, 2019
i don't know
Tue, Jul 2, 2019
1000
Thu, Jul 4, 2019
before 11
Sat, Jul 6, 2019
alone again
Sat, Jul 6, 2019
im constantly a rebound
Mon, Jul 8, 2019
lies
Tue, Jul 9, 2019
1 week
Tue, Jul 9, 2019
*woah*
Tue, Jul 9, 2019
u hurt me
Wed, Jul 10, 2019
im done crying over u
Fri, Jul 12, 2019
animals
Sun, Jul 14, 2019
you're gone
Sun, Jul 14, 2019
why?
Sun, Jul 14, 2019
i can't deal with it
Sun, Jul 14, 2019
cut up
Sun, Jul 14, 2019
i don't
Mon, Jul 15, 2019
i can't help u
Mon, Jul 15, 2019
still friends
Mon, Jul 15, 2019
welcome and goodbye
Mon, Jul 15, 2019
stop
Tue, Jul 16, 2019
idc
Tue, Jul 16, 2019
pain
Tue, Jul 16, 2019
a message to you
Tue, Jul 16, 2019
i can't breathe
Tue, Jul 16, 2019
i love you
Wed, Jul 17, 2019
play
Wed, Jul 17, 2019
sick
Wed, Jul 17, 2019
explain
Sat, Jul 20, 2019
summer
Tue, Jul 23, 2019
what next
Fri, Jul 26, 2019
drugs
Fri, Jul 26, 2019
dead
Sat, Jul 27, 2019
you were just a waste of time
Tue, Jul 30, 2019
i'd give everything
Sat, Aug 3, 2019
empty
Tue, Aug 6, 2019
i can't handle happiness
Wed, Aug 7, 2019
expectations
Thu, Aug 8, 2019
it's so dark in here
Sun, Aug 11, 2019
there is only so much happiness to go around
Wed, Aug 14, 2019
you shouldn't care
Wed, Aug 14, 2019
second chance?
Wed, Aug 14, 2019
soulmate
Thu, Aug 15, 2019
bridge
Sat, Aug 17, 2019
roam the world
Sat, Aug 17, 2019
voice
Sun, Aug 18, 2019
nightmare
Sun, Aug 18, 2019
second
Sun, Aug 18, 2019
strangle
Sun, Aug 18, 2019
its not about you
Sun, Aug 18, 2019
answer
Sun, Aug 18, 2019
birthday
Sun, Aug 18, 2019
childcare
Sun, Aug 18, 2019
why?
Tue, Aug 20, 2019
ocean
Thu, Aug 22, 2019
panic
Thu, Aug 22, 2019
end of an era
Fri, Aug 23, 2019
100
Fri, Aug 23, 2019
lock and key
Sun, Aug 25, 2019
myself
Mon, Aug 26, 2019
getting over you
Mon, Aug 26, 2019
weight
Tue, Aug 27, 2019
españa
Tue, Aug 27, 2019
used
Wed, Aug 28, 2019
next wednesday
Fri, Aug 30, 2019
yeeyee
Sat, Aug 31, 2019
black
Sat, Aug 31, 2019
arranged love
Sat, Aug 31, 2019
you never liked me
Sat, Aug 31, 2019
climate
Mon, Sep 2, 2019
outside
Mon, Sep 2, 2019
soulmate 2
Mon, Sep 2, 2019
first day back
Wed, Sep 4, 2019
ring ring
Thu, Sep 5, 2019
concern
Fri, Sep 6, 2019
its all over
Sat, Sep 7, 2019
stop
Sat, Sep 7, 2019
to that boy
Sat, Sep 7, 2019
pussy
Sat, Sep 7, 2019
overflowing
Mon, Sep 9, 2019
given up
Thu, Sep 12, 2019
love
Thu, Sep 12, 2019
conclusion
Sat, Sep 14, 2019
bye
Wed, Sep 18, 2019
dreams
Sat, Sep 28, 2019
what i see
Sat, Sep 28, 2019
breathing
Sat, Sep 28, 2019
them
Mon, Sep 30, 2019
care
Tue, Oct 1, 2019
wasted time
Wed, Oct 2, 2019
madness
Thu, Oct 3, 2019
clouded
Thu, Oct 3, 2019
no point in falling in love
Thu, Oct 3, 2019
smiles + joy
Thu, Oct 3, 2019
flow of the thoughts
Sat, Oct 5, 2019
you destroyed it
Sat, Oct 5, 2019
cold
Mon, Oct 7, 2019
talk
Sun, Oct 13, 2019
you must be an angel
Wed, Oct 16, 2019
history
Thu, Oct 17, 2019
it's you
Thu, Oct 17, 2019
nothing is ok
Sat, Oct 19, 2019
happy = sad
Thu, Oct 24, 2019
understand
Wed, Oct 30, 2019
promise me
Fri, Nov 22, 2019
telling them
Tue, Dec 31, 2019
here's to summer 2019.
Tue, Jan 28, 2020
trust
Mon, Feb 3, 2020
remember me?
Mon, Mar 30, 2020
emptiness
Wed, May 20, 2020
night fever
Tue, Jun 16, 2020
?
Fri, Aug 14, 2020
junk
Thu, Sep 10, 2020
happy birthday
Tue, Sep 22, 2020
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