[WARNING! 18+ YO! This is a bxb book, kay?! There is violence and unreciprocated sexual attraction (but not going into detail, just showing the scars and trauma it left behind) self harm, suicidal thoughts and actions, child abuse (memories) and possible sex scenes (fully consential) So if you don't like it, don't read it! Also if you are easilly triggered, for your own sake, I implore you, not to read this, I don't want you to be reminded of anything bad, that might've happened, to you. Love you guys :) ]
He was dead. This time, he was really dead. After faking his own death, twice. . . Suppose, the third time's a charm. Fate finally caught up, to him. But why so soon? He was dead.
No.
He was here. After faking his own death, twice before, the god of mischief mannaged, to do it a third time. But how? And why, did he seem, so weak?
(This book takes place, after Infinity War, and has a different ending of how things happened, than Avengers 4 will)
You finally got rid of your sister for good and for the first time in decades started your own life. Only a few short years later Tony Stark finds you unexpectedly with a strange but undeniable request that stirs up your peace.
It all starts when you attend a party thrown by him where you meet someone who's been living in your dreams for the past weeks; the only difference is that in your dreams he raged war upon Earth but at that party, he acts rather charming.
It doesn't take him long to find out what you've been hiding from everyone and decides to stay true to your prediction.
When, after the attack, life seems to go back to normal again, a distressed Thor finds you, asking desperately for your help.
Discovering a new land, you end up saving more lives than you thought of but also get a moody god, aka Loki on your back. After a series of fast changing events, you two make a strictly sexual deal but as time goes forward and you start seeing more to each other than just pleasurable nights, feelings start to get in the way and completely stretch your life inside out.