Kill Me Slow
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Last published Sun, Sep 22, 2019
I finish making him breakfast and speed walk quietly to the door.
My one source of freedom.
"Aren't ya going to say bye to your father?" he said.
"Bye," I say timidly. "Come give me a hug"
"A hug?" I said nervously.
His face which was smiling at me crookedly turned so angry in a click of a finger.
It was at that moment I knew I was doomed.
****
Emily Anderson is a girl who is abused and bullied. She has had enough of life throwing things at her after her mother's death 2 years ago causing her father to become alcoholic and abusive towards her.
Will Emily commit suicide? Will she ever be happy? Will she ever escape her father's abuse? Will the bullying stop? Will she just give up and kill her self? Would anyone save her?
Read on to see through her journey of abuse, bullying, romance, friendship, and even suicidal thoughts.
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