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Addicted || HS

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He's like a drug.
He'll make you feel great.
You'll feel relaxed, chill, wonderful.
But that feeling won't last.
You'll become Addicted to him.
He'll be all you think about.
And when you don't see him, you'll feel deprived.
You'll need that feeling again.
You'll relapse.

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The End (Ziall Horlik) by xXZiallsChildXx

When surviving is all you've done for months, you forget how to actually live. When running is all you've done for months, you forget how to walk. When the dead is all you're used to seeing for months, you forget what a human looks like. When hating is all you've done for months, you forget how to love. Zayn Malik hates Niall Horan. Liam, Austin, Harry, and Louis weren't so bad but damn he hated Niall. All Zayn wanted to do was find his boyfriend. That's all he was trying to do. Find him and leave. But Niall looked too much like his boyfriend. Niall acted too much like his boyfriend. Niall was too much for Zayn to handle. He made Zayn wanna live a little. Love a little. But that was the problem. It was the end of the world. There was no time to live. And there sure as hell wasn't time to love.

The Wolf In sheeps clothing by Harmonyangeldreamer

Niall's felt rough for some time. He's exhausted from nonstop touring and he just wants to relax and enjoy the break so he can renovate his new home in LA. Maybe it's the stress that's making him feel bad, after all, he's strong and healthy.....isn't he? Warning: ***Depression, Mental Anguish, serious illness, and medical trauma***

In His DNA (Little Mix and One Direction Love Story) by xmad_dollx

Does he tell you he loves you when you least expect it?.. My heart won't beat again, If I can't feel him in my veins... It's the blue in his eyes that helps me see the future, Fingerprints that leave me covered for days.. He's from a different strain, That science cant explain, I guess that's how he's made... I feel everyday and that's what makes a man, Not hard to understand, Perfect in everyway , I see it in his face, nothing more to say it's in his D.N.A..

Being Myself by Z_Ashika04

25th March 2015. The day which will go down as one of the darkest days in history. Hearts were broken and tears were shed. Zayn thought that he had done a good thing by leaving the band. But seeing the people's reactions, he started to doubt his decision. Was leaving the band a good choice? Was his health and happiness more important than that of the people? Will people ever love him again? What about the boys? What will happen to his career? Will anyone sign him into their record label? Will Simon let him by so easily? Join Zayn in his journey of existence. This is a story where hearts will be broken but also mended. A story where a man tries to leave his past and gain a name for himself. A story where a man strives for individuality. But most of all, a story where a member of the biggest band on the planet, strives to become himself again. Trigger warning: There will be mentions of anxiety, depression and also slight mentions of Eating Disorder. Best rankings: #14 in simoncowell #12 in celeblife #143 in eatingdisorder #238 in struggle

In my fellings [H.S] by StallrryandJimmy

you and harry hate one another, like really hate one another-but then you start fucking.

Strong ||N.H|| by VasHappenninJenn

Depression is not just a mental illness, it is also an emotion. Mine began when I was fourteen, after my parents died only months apart. Now I have to look over my younger sister and care for her no mater what. I love her, and she loves me. All of that changes once a blonde boy saves me and begins to care for me despite the risks. Little did I know was that he was going to change my life forever and that I was going to change his forever. Story published Sept. 4 2014

Struggle for Release by Z_Ashika04

Zayn Malik, known to the world as one of the members of One Direction. People say he has everything- Money, fame and talent. They say, he is really happy in his life. Judging by his smile, he is. But the real question is- is he really happy? Is money, fame and talent everything? Is his smile true? The problem is sometimes the best smiles are the ones which hide the worst pains. Is that the case with Zayn? Do his band mates know? Join him and his band mates on this rollercoster called life. Fair warning: This will contain mentions of ED, depression and anxiety. Trigger warning. Also this is just a fanfic, so...yeah. Also the videos that I add, they have nothing to do with the story, well apart from the fact that they are sung by one direction. I just like putting them so there so yeah. I will add both live performances and studio version. Also just so you guys know, high notes are done by Zayn, in case you didn't know it already. Enjoy!! Most impressive ranks #5 in zayn #4 in celeblife #70 in eating disorder #299 in anxiety

number 12. (l.s.) by sweetlovelycreatures

"I've never had a real home, but you've shown me how it feels to have one." A story about a boy who wasn't too sure about a long life because of his disease. Also, he hadn't had a real home, he went from family to family since he was only little. He tied himself in a world full of trust issues and fear of commitment. He wouldn't let anyone get close to him and fought his own mind full of fear and the feeling of not being accepted. Well, that was what was going on in the inside. On the outside, he made it seem like he didn't care about anyone and anything. He was cruel and offensive. Little did everyone know he was like that because of what had happened to him in his past. The thing is, he wouldn't talk to anyone about it. In fact, he wouldn't let anyone get close to him. Or could the captain of the basketball team change that? n u m b e r 1 2.

Therapy || l.t. by Alex_stories

"Maybe we'll meet again, when we are slightly older and our minds less hectic, and I'll be right for you and you'll be right for me. But right now, I am chaos to your thoughts and you are poison to my heart." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This book contains sensitive material such as strong language, abuse, sexual content, death and depression. If you are not comfortable with such topics, please do not continue. All of this is, indeed, a matter of fiction. I understand that some of the events that will take place are real to you. If you believe this will trigger something, please do not continue reading. Read at your own risk from here on out. Alex xx

The Institute by axnsley

Zayn Malik is not depressed. Zayn does cut though, scars lining his arms from years of doing it. But Zayn isn’t depressed, he’s not anything. He doesn’t know when he stopped feeling, when he went numb, but he does know that he can feel when he drags a razor across his skin. He feels afterwards too, relief washes over him as he is reminded that he is alive, he can feel. But then his mom found out, now he’s living in The Institute. Niall Horan is depressed. He’s well aware of his depression that has had no real trigger. He had it all back in highschool, he was popular, captain of the footie team, he wasn’t even bullied after coming out. But he was depressed. He would look in the mirror and all he would see was fat, globs of pale skin in all the wrong places. So the simple solution was to stop eating. But that didn’t work, Niall couldn’t not eat. Plan B went into effect then - throwing up. He had only been doing it for a few weeks when his brother found out, now he’s being sent to The Institute. Join the journey of Niall and Zayn learning how to feel again. Friends come along the way, a schizophrenic, mute and a multiple personality disorder patient. They’re an odd group, but they get along and slowly live their lives in The Institute.

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The End (Ziall Horlik) cover

The Wolf In sheeps clothing cover

In His DNA (Little Mix and One Direction Love Story) cover

Being Myself cover

In my fellings [H.S] cover

Strong ||N.H|| cover

Struggle for Release cover

number 12. (l.s.) cover

Therapy || l.t. cover

The Institute cover

The End (Ziall Horlik)

When surviving is all you've done for months, you forget how to actually live. When running is all you've done for months, you forget how to walk. When the dead is all you're used to seeing for months, you forget what a human looks like. When hating is all you've done for months, you forget how to love. Zayn Malik hates Niall Horan. Liam, Austin, Harry, and Louis weren't so bad but damn he hated Niall. All Zayn wanted to do was find his boyfriend. That's all he was trying to do. Find him and leave. But Niall looked too much like his boyfriend. Niall acted too much like his boyfriend. Niall was too much for Zayn to handle. He made Zayn wanna live a little. Love a little. But that was the problem. It was the end of the world. There was no time to live. And there sure as hell wasn't time to love.