Let Me In (Dear Dairy)
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Huling na-publish Thu, Sep 19, 2019
Dear Diary,
Love can make you do some crazy shit and go thru some crazy shit you go thru roller coaster and wondering if things are going to get badder or better but no matter what you stick by that persons side and ever give up because you care for them more than you care about yourself its me and you against the world or you against each other its always something getting in the way and sometimes I wanna give up but I don't want to keep starting over when I'm already over heals for this man you expect love from a man when the man that's suppose to teach you love is the man that walked out on me at 4 years old and left my mother to deal with 5 kids on her own you find yourself looking for love from the wrong people and fall for the habits calling it love getting physically mentally and emotionally abused you try to run but it always comes back and you think shit gonna change but things are just the same you don't let people help you because you want to deal with your own situation and you don't want people getting in something they don't want to get out of one day you run a way for good and find a new life and start over and things get better you wanna find love again but love is what you want to run to but its not on your agenda you finally get yourself together and wait for that man of your dreams to come along and make things picture perfect well that some day will happen and I know it love always finds its way I never gave up on it...
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