The first 'S' of the name 'STARISH', an innocent, radiant and kind-hearted soul, Natsuki Shinomiya makes his family and friends laugh and smile everyday and shows passion and emotion in every song that he sings, writes and composes. However, the bright boy is shattered into pieces when a cameraman from the Hayato concert unveils the existence of his alter ego Satsuki and the damage that he has done before his very eyes, calling him a monster and a burden. And amidst the cold revelation and distorted, broken thoughts, Natsuki is approached and taken in by his senpai, Reiji Kotobuki, who wishes to prevent the young boy from suffering the way he is and has devastating secrets of his own.
Throughout the entire ordeal, Natsuki bonds and builds a special connection with Reiji and Ai Mikaze who has a personal longing of his own, all while learning to cherish himself and what it means to be stronger at heart. The three of them learn from one another and embrace one another while facing hardships, nightmares, meltdowns and broken memories, while growing to become an unlikely but inseparable trio. And maybe, just maybe...
This was what they needed all this time: one another.
(Warnings: Violence, Suicide, More as story progresses)
You, Y/n M/n L/n, are Shining Saotome's niece, as well as the newest graduate from Soatome Gakuen. You assumed you'd be taught by your uncle to become an idol, but that would not be the case. You were assigned to live with your senior's in a few days and quite plainly, you couldn't believe your eyes when you saw the names of your soon to be seniors on the paper.
" Why do I have to live with four boys!?! "