There's a saying if one falls and gets a wound, then rub dirt on it. Does the same apply to La'zaya's aching heart? Frustration, loneliness, and worry have settled into the home of her heart where her fiancee, Toby was supposed to be occupying. That was the case until the war snatched him from his place, leaving the door to her heart open, allowing the bitter reality of it all in. Letters smeared with vile assumptions of Toby's wellbeing tear at her like the pages torn from the notebook he'd evidently write her letters from.