A hastily written & unedited account/biography of how I secretly survived my suicidal struggle and transformed my life into (what for the majority of my life I believed to be impossible) a good life.
Please note this is a personal account written for myself as part of an ongoing self-bettering goal, it contains disturbing, real life content including suicide, self-hatred and other mental health issues, abuse and other "adult" themes. I am not aiming to soften these themes to make them more pleasant for the general public as this is solely a diary-like record meant for myself. Please don't read if you are not in a place to address such topics.