the beginning / a.i.

There are only a few times in your life where you get certain feelings, right? There is only a minority of moments where the sun feels like it has set in your stomach or where the rain is shattering your heart. And each time it seems to be at the fault of your own hands while being held by another.

In the beginning, it is that constant feeling of sun and in the end, it is that shattering rain. No one ever thinks about the rain though, not until they meet their sun. That sun feeling is a constant, for a while. But, it ends. Then the rain starts and as bad as it is, that also ends.

Everything happens once, that's how it always has been.

So, here I am. Sitting and writing out every past emotion that I have only felt once.