Faults of Dawning on a New Day

*Trigger warning*
Hopefully this is a good description because I am horrible at writing them.
*Read at your own risk*
Lesbian and Gay.
Life is hard and when it gets better it kicks you right back down and it doesnt get better for a long time you can find your mate but still want to die, you can almost die wake up and still want to die again. You can be somewhat innocent and want to walk into complete hell.
Suicide attempts, mature content, death
This start of a book is what I would call A Gay werewolf book. There is drugs, self harm, failed suicide and foul language.