love hurts.

people who have felt some love excluding their family, doesn't seem to understand the pain i'm feeling.

well known people with looks and with a nice personality (well some are not) are pretty special, why do i think so?

they get enough appreciation, attention, and love. they don't seem to worry on looking for someone to love them till death. but my good looking besties, aliah and frea, said that not all are like that, only some don't seem to worry on looking for someone to love them till death.

i'm pretty hopeless as you may say. a lot of people doubts me, i don't get enough appreciation, love, support, and attention. some people calls me cute and pretty, but i have always know that they were just persuading me or whatsoever. almost everyone at my class calls me hopeless romantic puppy despite that i never, like literally never, had someone confess his (real) feelings for me. i was the girl who would always get stuck on the "admiring and loving someone/ a boy" stage.

how i wish this life would go on like a fairy tale- but nah, assuming or dreaming for something too impossible will (might) end you up to hurting yourself.