I took one more step and the cracking became more frequent and then I felt nothing but icy cold water.
I don't scream, or struggle. I just accept what has happened. I close my eyes as my body goes numb from the freezing temperatures and it sinks deeper into the waters. I release my breath and wait for death to consume me, but it never does.
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I do not own any of the pictures used in this story! The story line and all of the characters are mine and come from my brain! I would also like to credit @LastOfTheWeirdos for helping me with this! Love you all
Also this rated mature because i'm not sure if I will include smut or not but there with be triggering events in this story. I have warned you so please enjoy!
69 Kapitel Abgeschlossene Geschichte Erwachseneninhalt
69 Kapitel
Abgeschlossene Geschichte
Erwachseneninhalt
" I scrub and scrub trying to make it go away. I'd happily go back to walking around internally dead than whatever this is. Watching the crimson substance go down the drain and off my skin- out of sight, out of mind, except it's not going away. I hated that pain was temporary but this... this pain I don't want it. I don't want to feel this.
Tears begin to well in my eyes making my vision blurry.
Weak.
Anger surges in my veins and impulsively my fist connects with a tile on the wall of the shower shattering it.
This is emotional. I don't do that. I don't do this- I don't cry in the shower. I don't let my emotions dictate my actions I haven't in a long time. It's stupid. It's childish. It's weak.
I glance down at my knuckles on my right hand, watching the tiny cuts heal. Shouting, I punch the tile over and over and over again until blood runs down my arm and drips onto the shower floor. I reach my severely broken hand out under the water, momentarily stinging as water hits the open wounds which unfortunately close over seconds later. I crack whatever bones need it, back into place and look around me.
The back wall of the shower is destroyed, shards of tile and blood scattered on the floor. As I stand under the scalding hot stream staring into nothing my mind falls silent for a split second. A few seconds of solace until everything comes crashing back. The tightness in my chest and my stomach, the cloudiness in my brain, the anger, the sadness. It all comes back. I sit down away from the shattered pieces of tile, curling my legs up and letting the near boiling water hit my back.
There was a feeling of relief in losing everything I was. Whatever it is that has clawed it's way to the surface, I want it gone. I want that relief back. "