I have never felt like myself. I've wanted to fit in so badly that I let others mold me to be who I am. But now I want to make a stand. I want to be myself, but it has been so long I don't remember what I used to be like. Everyone thinks that I'm just someone to walk on, but I want to be me again. And then my life went awry. *There is a trigger warning for many things* Also a femslash pairing between Rosalie, Bella and Leah. Unorthodox, I know but I had this idea for a while.