The Numbness I Felt
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Last published Thu, Jan 2, 2020
Valamer also know as Val is a teen struggling to get past his horrific past. This past has lead to him figure things out about himself that have cursed him. Val looks like an ordinary fox, but he is a wolf with secrets that he hides.
Val has friends who think his name is Ace, yet little do they know that meeting him could cost their sanity. He keeps a secret from them that could end him up in trouble he sees spirits like echos of the past/present/future. After years Val meets someone he falls for and is torn between telling them even though he could be rejected. This Love he finds in his life could lead to many things from his deepest fears to being lead into a trap of pain or even happiness.
What will happen, few know. Find out in this book of mystery and more.
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