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The Freak (mxm)

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Nour, 23 and a shifter hiding his true identity, lives with his older brother, Amine, 27, his brother's best friend, Rémy, 26 and Rémy's little brother, Matthias, 21. He knows they are trying to come up with a plan to kick him out, because nobody can handle his sarcasm and contempt for everything and everyone. It doesn't matter though, he can take care of himself and he doesn't need anyone's pity. He is FINE. More than fine.

Warning: this is a BXB story, with VERY MATURE content. It also deals with sensible topics such as death, mourning and self-hatred.

Copyright 2019: All Rights Reserved

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A boy that gets beat by his brothers for being gay. He is terrified and he is scared. Everything was good until he came out. The they changed. Then you add a lie they have been hiding for years. Will Max be able to make it through this. Will it be too much. Warning: This will contain strong language, abuse, sexual assault, boyxboy. It will also speak about self-harm and be a "brotherxbrother." I will but a TW before a sensitive part. You can skip that part and move down to where it ends.