breaking the silence
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Last published Tue, Nov 20, 2018
"But love doesn't always have some happy fucking ending. I slam down drink after drink and scribble angry words until my wrist aches, but nothing will make me forgive or forget what he did to me. And I'm crying right now just thinking about it."
Gerard and Frank's affair has been a speculation for years. But despite that the rumors may be true, they're darker than we realized. Aggressive sexual tension leading to angry hook ups and one sided feelings fuels a reason for the bands inevitable split. But who's fault is it really? Is this love really so toxic? The tragic rise, fall, and more of the frerard story and the my chemical romance timeline.
*i do not own my chemical romance or any copyright claims to their band or names*
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