A Balance Failed

Sealand has always believed that, to be successful, there is a balance you have to reach. A balance between subtle and outgoing, straight forward and discreet.
He could never find that balance.
He's tired. Tired of being scared, tired of being weak. Tired of being angry and upset. Tired of being tired.
So Sealand does the one thing that he knows can do.
He gives up.