My Lonely Summer(a Roc Royal love story){EDITING}

You know how summer can be oh so boring..no well I do but that all changes and it changes me. Long story short my brothers bestfriend Roc....is sooo....I don't even know he use to be so mean to me then one day all of a sudden he just wants to 'make a move' on me I should have told my brother Prodigy but the thing was that I liked it to and now I have to keep THIS what ever it is in and out view from the light but that's not even the worst part of with the awful thing that happened to me the same day I struggle trying to find out if I can ever find me again or trust or even love and I can see it's ripping him apart inside gosh....how did my summer go from boring sleep in all day to WHY THE HELL does this have to happen to me!!!!! I hate this life I hate everyone....I hate me...

"as I let a tingle tear shed I whisper good bye. I smile for the first time in a long one I finally feel free my soul is finally set free"