It was complicated because I was inlove with someone that doesn't love me, but just sees me as a toy.
But the truth was I would always be the close friend and never the girlfriend
She's always ahead. The bright, smart, girl I always knew. Here I am, she probably just became friends with me back then because she felt sorry for my stupidity. Why does she even talk to me?
But...I'll do anything for her. She deserves to be protected, even if I am just a stupid idiot.
She's forever will be,
always out of reach.