The diary of a suicide

The diary of a suicide

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Hola, me llamo Iris , tengo 13 años y vivo en la ciudad de Amsterdam y vivo con mi madre, mi padre y mi hermano de 26 años... Soy una chica Tímida, un poco antisocial, soy un poco depresiva, tengo baja autoestima y lo pero de mi es que soy de las chicas que se cortan para sentirse mejor aunque después que sanan esa cortaduras todo vuelve a la normalidad otra vez, y me aburre vivir; la verdad no le veo sentido al vivir, para que nacemos si al final un día envejeceremos y moriremos y quien sabe si habrá vida en el mas aya; la verdad lo único que quiero es morir para no ser mas una granada para las demás personas, aunque no me importan los sentimientos en especial el amor, esa mierda ni siquiera existe o creo que dijo eso porque hasta ahora no eh sentido los síntomas del supuesto amor... Pero bueno mejor empecemos...Espero le guste bye ...
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[BWWM] I was only twelve years old when the world turned cold. The day my mom died in that car accident, I felt like someone had dumped a bucket of ice water over my heart. My dad, who had always been my hero, suddenly became a stranger, filled with rage and blame. He couldn't see that I was hurting, too; he only saw me as a reminder of his loss. The accusations cut deep. He said it was my fault for being there, for not doing something to save her. For being the reason she was in the car in the first place. In the years that followed, things only got worse. The abuse started gradually-a harsh word here, a shove there-but it escalated, leaving scars that I carried long after the physical pain faded. I was drowning in my own despair, struggling to keep my head above water while my father's anger raged like a storm around me. I only had a break from his anger when I started living with Aunt Dina-my mom's older sister. Well, that was because she found me nearly dead on my bed after I took a dozen pills. I was tired of living. I had hit rock bottom. The harsh whispers that followed me around and the stares at school. I pretended not to notice, like it didn't bother me. But it did. I was alone. Then came Athalia, a ray of sunshine cutting through my darkness. With her, I felt something I hadn't felt in years-happiness. She became my light through the darkness and my lifeline. ••••••••••• ● Warnings ⚠️ ~ Mention of suicide ~ Anxiety attacks ~ Rape attempt ~ Mention of self-harm ~ Depression

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