No love allowed

JL stood up, still looking at me 'nd slowly walking towards to me, i almost melted into a puddle, ''Uhmm." Was all that i could say, my brains didn't seem to work, i was going numb, he came 'nd stood right in front of me, i wanted to turn my head so badly, but his breath was slowly turning me on, i felt warm suddenly, his hand snaked around my waist 'nd rested there, he leaned in 'nd wishpered right into my ear : "What face where you talking about ?" I could feel he was smirking, i quickly cleared my throat. "N-nevermind.." I said. I moved a little bit away from him, but i couldn't his grip on my waist was thightened, he applied pressure, 'nd i was pushed into him further , he leaned in more, all i was thinking was: "Look away, look away." I was so stiff that i couldn't do antything more, he had control over me, our lips inched closer by every second, one taste, one sensation, 'nd our lips crashed together, we started lingering our tongues, this wasn't right, my emotions started to play with me, i just couldn't hold it in, tears started to dropped down my cheeks, he quickly removed his hands away from my waist 'nd parted away from the kiss 'nd started to comforted me, he pulled me into a hug, while he was doing that i bursted in cryin, i barrowed my face in my hand on his chest, JL's grips around me got thigher, i couldn't stop cryin, my thoughts were telling me to stop, i felt embarrast, finally i got the courage to stop cryin, JL loosend his grip around me 'nd asked me if i needed something, i nodded "no."