my pseudo boyfriend

You and me.

But there's no us.

that's the saddest part of engaging one self in a so called pseudo-relationship.

pseudo-relationship. you may wonder what's on it? for some who doesn't know about this. lemme give you some sort of meaning of this kind of relationship.

pseudo means unreal / falsehood/ unlikely true.

*friends with benefits.
*a fling.

*stupid setup like you're together but you're not really together?
*“Parang kami pero hindi” relationship.

*more than friends but not quite lovers.

*dating but no commitment.

the hardest part of it is when someone fall so hard but the other one has no intention of catching.ang pinaka masakit na parte pa ay yung may iba pang pangalan na nakikisabit. paano mo nga ba sasaluhin ang isang tao kung may bitbit pa syang iba? at kung pilitin mo pa din magmalakas na parang isang mutant, sasaluhin mo sya kahit alam mong sa huli mabibitawan mo din at matutumba ka lang kapag nabigatan ka na. end up? nasaktan ka na nga. luhaan ka pa. 1+1=3 ang kadalasang set up ng ganitong relasyon.

at paano mo nga ba pipigilan ang isang bagay na kahit alam mong mali... ay siyang nagpapasaya sayo? *sigh*