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The Day After He Killed Himself

Mixie_Winchester

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Reads 1,629
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Parts 19
Time 1h 56m

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The Day After I Kill Myself


The day after I kill myself my family won't weep nor cry.

They will see my lifeless body but just let the days roll by.

The day after I kill myself I will finally be at peace.

No more pain no more suffering just happiness and relief.

The day after I kill myself my family will finally smile.

I will cause them no more stress or harm just happiness for miles.

The day after I kill myself the world will be a better place.

One less horrible waste of  space, one less horrible terrible disgrace.All Rights Reserved

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My Mystery Boy by MzBest

"Close your eyes and take a deep breath, tomorrow will be a better day" is what I keep telling myself but it's getting harder and harder for me to believe when everywhere I look my life is falling to pieces, but when I look into those eyes, the eyes that see me for me maybe just maybe things will be ok and maybe just maybe I'll learn to trust one day.

Without You by rainbowwearshop

Seventeen-year-old Amore Santi's world unravels after a devastating loss that splits her family apart. As her friendship with her childhood friend Azriel Martinez begins to fall apart, he starts to feel more like a threat than a friend. When Amore finds new love, she discovers a sense of hope and happiness. Yet, her unresolved past with Azriel lingers, forcing her to confront her fears and desires as she searches for healing. "Breathe," he says. "Just breathe." I listen. Because I don't know what else to do, I hold onto him like my life depends on it because it feels like it does. I hate what happened to me. What keeps happening to me. Everywhere I go fear follows me, pain, loneliness. I just want to feel safe again. Start date: October 1st End date: Novenber 8th @ADLYfamily

Black Heart (GirlxGirl, lesbian) by SanEmLexRiss14

Have you ever felt so broken that you couldn't pull yourself out of bed and continue to live your life like you used to. A simple task such as tying your shoes already seems like a huge burden on your account. Struggling with yourself because everything around you doesn't matter anymore. That's mainly because she broke my heart. Who knew love could turn a person around. Who knew love would hurt this bad. Who knew love can make you feel numb. A simple word yet it has an enormous impact in everyone's life. Everything happens for a reason, and I'm not blaming it all on her, though there are things you just wish you could take back and redo because of the feeling it gave you. And because of those traumatic event, I turned into a complete opposite of me. Well, that's until I met...her. You'd think that I've learned my lesson but she's different. I'm that cold-hearted until she drop down here on earth and save my miserable, sorry ass. A girl who doesn't know how to give up. A girl who's filled with happiness in a way that if you stare at her, there's this feeling you can't explain and it just lightens your mood. A girl who's friends with everyone because of her pure and innocent soul. A girl that can certainly light up a god d*mn world with her personality. ... And a girl who made me feel again. A girl who made me fall in love again. A girl who made me forget all the things that I've been through because she made my present more than just worth living, and my future to be worth looking forward to. And she made me fall in love with her harder than anyone did. Harder than anybody could. And I wouldn't mind to fall over and over again if at the end of the line, she's there to catch me.

The Boy Who Lived Again (boyxboy) (COMPLETED) by Fallen_Angel0416

What if you committed suicide one day. After just one horrible day that set you off. You know, the bullies and the mean classmates who want to help but don't. And your crush refuses to help you one night. What if another woke up months later with no memory? You don't know who you are, nothing seems familiar. All you know is that something draws you to a boy who died months ago right before school ended. A lot of people care that he is dead, they feel responsible. Another boy catches your attention and you can't help but feel something for him. What if he's the answer to your problem but he won't talk about the dead boy? What if he does? Can you win over his trust and figure things out or will meeting him awaken something in you, you may or may not have known? or seen coming...

Broken Hope (Phanfiction) by lovelywaves13

So close to breaking. She's so close. . She can't escape her thoughts. She only has her older brother left, the only thing that gives her hope. How much longer can she take it? Then it happens. That night. Everything is messed up. Everything. Will she give it all up? Or will someone save her just in time? What happenes when she ends up adopted by the one and only Dan and Phil? **TRIGGER WARNING** Contains eating disorders, self harm, suicide attempts, suicidal thoughts, depression, substance abuse, strong language, boyXboy, and much fluff. Please do not read if you may be triggered by these things. Also, if you need someone to talk to just private message me anytime :)

The Girl with no Emotions (GirlxGirl) by Kathy202

I was only 7 when I met her, but we had an instant connection. We were inseperable. She was always happy and joyful around me, but me on the other hand, I was a completely different story. I suffered a disorder that caused me to have no emotions. I told her my condition and she understood, but one day she dissapeared, I didn't feel sad, worried or angry like I should have. I just continued my day like any other day, but by myself. I continued to have no friends as I got older and talked to no one, but it didn't bother me. I soon became the "weirdo" as most people would say. I became known as the girl with no emotions.

the suicide mind by Dileyne18xo

"and you left me with bad habits like cracking my knuckles and wearing your sweater because the smell of you still lingers. you left me chewing at the skin of my skin on my lips because maybe just maybe if it's gone the taste of you will be too, but the problem is i can't tear off my skin. so i'm left with the shivers down my spine when my body remembers your hands running up my back as you kissed me and it paralyzes me because i miss it. i miss you. i miss smiling between kisses because damn you just made me happy and I thought I made you just as happy because you would smile and whisper "what" but i would just shake my head and pull you close and it was real. it was. all of it. so why did you leave me? why?"

Types of tears (COMPLETED) by dali_alvz

Why do bad things happen to good people? A question that his boy is making himself more then ever this days. From the beginning we see a 17 year old boy, struggling to finish high School, filled up with insecurities, mental health issues, a toxic family home, and impossible standards to live up to. He has learn to not only hate his life, but to want finish it off as fast as possible. Close to finally graduating high school his English teacher, Mr Steve, assigns the class a special progect. "To be able to see life through different eyes, and write about it." For this, Mr Steve gets his class to assist a hospital 3 times a week, and assigns each student, with a patient. This is the moment where this boy meets Royal, a cancer sick 17 year old girl, that has lived in a hospital her hole life, but still finds beauty and meaning in it. Through out the report the boy gets more and more involved in Royal's life, spending unfortunately moments together. But through out the journey he asks himself more and more. "Why do bad things happen to good people?" (#2 findingeachother 20/10/2018) --WARNING-- This story contains strong opinions over depression, suicide, and a life in general if you are easily offended please do not read this thank you, I love you.

LET ME TELL YOU WHAT HAPPENED by BookCrafter

My life in highschool has been a rattle. My life in general has been like that. I have to deal with the same problems everyday, a broken household, crazy highschool life and the saddest of all problems, a sick brother. Sometimes I wish I could just have one perfect day. Everything back to normal and in tip top shape, just like it used to be. Spending time with friends at school and having my beautiful, hot girlfriend back. Highschool is not exactly what we all think it is and our principal is not the most trustworthy person who everyone thinks he is. That's beacause the school's money also started disappearing ever since he got here. But I don't expect myself to just sit and do nothing. This is how my life is going to be like for a long time, unless I do something about it. But I will need some help.

Identical Opposites by RahafShan

After coping by myself for 6 years, I finally get my long awaited reunion with my twin brother at the age of 18. But everything doesn't go uphill from there like I thought it would, infact, it mostly remained rock bottom, just as it had been for the past few years. But I'm not going to do nothing about it. No, I will work hard, I will do everything I can, without the help of anyone until I reach the top. Not for my sake, not for my twin's sake, not for my other sibilings sake But for Mira's sake. The only reason I'm currently still alive.

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My Mystery Boy cover

Without You cover

Black Heart (GirlxGirl, lesbian) cover

The Boy Who Lived Again (boyxboy) (COMPLETED) cover

Broken Hope (Phanfiction) cover

The Girl with no Emotions (GirlxGirl) cover

the suicide mind cover

Types of tears (COMPLETED) cover

LET ME TELL YOU WHAT HAPPENED cover

Identical Opposites cover

My Mystery Boy

"Close your eyes and take a deep breath, tomorrow will be a better day" is what I keep telling myself but it's getting harder and harder for me to believe when everywhere I look my life is falling to pieces, but when I look into those eyes, the eyes that see me for me maybe just maybe things will be ok and maybe just maybe I'll learn to trust one day.