Killer Lies

Being intrepid does not make you any better person than you were yesterday. Having courage does not make you brave and doing what's right does not nessisarily mean what you're doing is right.

Life is filled with these ironic paradoxical oxymorons.

I think this realisation of deciduous self-awareness and 'in the moment wisdom' had hit me when I first stood in a pool of deep crimson blood, with a knife gripped loosely in my hand.

Yep.

Take a few seconds to let that in.

The sight was absolutely horrific. I mean, anybody would have fainted at the sight of their dead boyfriend sprawled out on the floor like a disfigured pancake covered in red food colouring, except the food colouring is blood and the pancake has a deep gash smack-dab in the middle of its human-shaped body.

Horrific really was not the word to describe it.

What I had done.

I always wondered back to when I thought I had lost my mind. I use to think it was the moment I first met Cresson.

I was wrong.

It was when I killed him.

HI, I'm Cryne Smith - I love cookies, chocolate, puppies and all things sunshine and happiness! I'm just you're average 17-year-old.

I'm a murderer.