depressed!castiel x deanwinchester After his father died and his mother shut herself away, Castiel Novak has felt nothing but an empty void inside of him. With their father in the Air Force and a mother who left them at a young age, Dean and Sam Winchester are very used to being the new kids. Dean desperately wants to leave his father and all the stupid towns they have to live in, but maybe there is something that might make him stay. SEVERE TRIGGER WARNINGS self-harm abuse underage drinking and drug use alcoholism eventual smut shoutout to: katotronik on tumblr for the amazing art work on the cover!All Rights Reserved