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Real or Not Real (ON HOLD)

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LECTURES 94
Votes 2
Parties 2
Durée 9m

bipolar depression disorder epilepsy love schizophrenia schizophrenic

"Is this thing on?" 

"Yes, we are ready when you are."

"Ok well I guess you could call this a sort of therapy." I say to the red flashing light.  The camera focuses and unfocused until my face is clear.  "My name is Ally Dutch and this is my wonderful life story." I say with heavy sarcasm.  "My doctors thought this would help me decipher what was real and not real in my life.  So if your watching this you must be a doctor or really bored." I fidget with my hands.

"Ally keep focused." the man says to me.  I roll my eyes.

"Ok then let's start with my fabulous seventh birthday." I say with a fake smile.

Well here goes nothing and I begin the story of the end of my sanity. 

A "Black Box" fanfic.  Please Read!Tous Droits Réservés

bipolar depression disorder epilepsy love schizophrenia schizophrenic

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