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Before I Met You

allmyhopesanddreams

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allmyhopesanddreams

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Before I met you

Before I met you I didnt cry myself to sleep

Before I met you I never needed anybody

Before I met you I never knew how cruel love is

Before I met you I never felt like I wasn't good enough

Before I met you I never wished I was dead

But Before I met you 

I never knew what love was!!

Before I met you I never smiled 

Before I met you I was never happy 

Before I met you I never knew what it meant to love someone so much that it physically hurt 

Before I met you I didn't trust a soul, I didnt know what it meant to be loved by someone even if it was never completely true 

That's why... This is such a bittersweet end
         I wish you loved me like I loved you
You only ever hurt me but I still love you so much that it hurts  
I'll grant your wish and disappear...

                            ~forever~
             Goodbye my bitter loveAll Rights Reserved

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Weak by Cameroon_Maceroon

Angel feels like dead weight on everyone's shoulders, useless waste of time for everyone else, yet for some reason they still cared about him. Angel is slowly falling apart, trying to hide it from not only himself, but trying to convince himself that he doesn't need help. But one particular demon comes into his life, determined to make a change of things. How would it work out though, and most importantly how would he escape from the hell of his broken mind? TW: Self harm, gore, self-starvation, rape, abuse and neglect. Start- 31st December 2021 End- 13th April 2022

Beauty is Terror☽A.J. Lockwood☾ by steadymylove___

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Brøkëñ Líês (Completed) by TaylorAllen036

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Cyber Bully (NaLu) by AllOfTheLittlePeople

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Torn Wings by DepressedOutcast

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Angel feels like dead weight on everyone's shoulders, useless waste of time for everyone else, yet for some reason they still cared about him. Angel is slowly falling apart, trying to hide it from not only himself, but trying to convince himself that he doesn't need help. But one particular demon comes into his life, determined to make a change of things. How would it work out though, and most importantly how would he escape from the hell of his broken mind? TW: Self harm, gore, self-starvation, rape, abuse and neglect. Start- 31st December 2021 End- 13th April 2022