Before I Met You
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Last published Thu, Feb 14, 2019
Before I met you
Before I met you I didnt cry myself to sleep
Before I met you I never needed anybody
Before I met you I never knew how cruel love is
Before I met you I never felt like I wasn't good enough
Before I met you I never wished I was dead
But Before I met you
I never knew what love was!!
Before I met you I never smiled
Before I met you I was never happy
Before I met you I never knew what it meant to love someone so much that it physically hurt
Before I met you I didn't trust a soul, I didnt know what it meant to be loved by someone even if it was never completely true
That's why... This is such a bittersweet end
I wish you loved me like I loved you
You only ever hurt me but I still love you so much that it hurts
I'll grant your wish and disappear...
~forever~
Goodbye my bitter love
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