My Inspiration (A Harry Styles Fan-fic)

Hi my name is Darcy Dawson iam 15 years old iam in year 10 and I hate life. I never used to but ever since I lost my parents when I was 7 my life has just spiralled out of control I hate it I think it would have been better for everyone if I was dead. I have long black hair with a fringe that swept across my face and big blue eyes and I am super thin not out of my own choice but iam only fed In school and even then I can’t eat much because I don’t have enough money It gets worse I’m beaten by my uncle he blames me for my parents death saying I drove them to their grave and that I need to suffer like they did. This hurts so much I have tried plenty of times to commit suicide but I can never do it. It’s not the fact that iam scared believe be it’s the fact that I want to make my parents proud of me but I want the pain to stop. And the worst thing of all is I can’t tell anyone because I don’t have anyone to tell also it’s the fact that no one will understand. All I do is wipe away the tears and hide the cuts and slits all over me some I have done on my own because sometimes I think my uncle is right I deserve to be punished. But the only thing that keeps me alive is my inspiration one direction x