The Scars Of Our Past
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"Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards."
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There is a man called James Smith and it isn't his fault. It is mine, I am the girl who had no control over her own body. Paralysed in my mind. I am the one to blame and that could never possibly change in a million years. I am a murderer. It is I, Aspen Summers, who has the blood on my hands.
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This book deals with issues of past trauma and exaggerated real life situations. It addresses mature themes that may be triggering to others. My aim is to help people know that as long as you fight for what you want and how you want it it can get better. Don't give up. This story will show the process of self-love and growth.
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