Part Of My Mind
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Ongoing9m
Last published Sat, Nov 24, 2018
"My roommate, aka my best friend Ashley is the only one who understands my love for Peter. He's the love of my life, and has been ever since I was 12, right around the time I started to go crazy. But he didn't care about that, he loved me for who I was, and I did the same for him. "
She was crazier than she realized. And that was saying something, as a resident of the psych unit at St. Willow Hospital. Her love for Peter took over all parts of her mind, causing her to lose all contact with reality, with nobody to pull her back except for her best friend Ashley. With new medication and secrets desperate to be told, Ashley might be forced to tell Charlotte who Peter really is.
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