Lightsticks shining like stars from the crowd. Nine young men, exhausted, sweat dripping from their foreheads, breathing heavily, but smiling widely, enthusiasm filling them for the last goodbyes.
They were happy.
Waving their hands high up in the air, they left. One step towards the backstage; one sparkle disappearing from his eyes, until there was only a few left. Grasping on anything he could find, a wall, another person, anything, to keep him up.
Did he go too far?
He fell down.
CHANYEOL CENTERED FIC (tho includes the whole ot9 Exo)
Angst:
- Chanyeol seems like a happy pill. Is he really? Maybe Idol life really takes the toll of even the strongest, pushing them down only to wonder later, why did everything happen.
DO NOT READ IF YOU'RE EASILY TRIGGERED!! INCLUDES F.E EATING DISORDERS
*♡* completed *♡*
kyungsoo was the trash of school and at home. with a mother who died by suicide and a father who ran away .he was left with his abusiv stepfather and 2 stepsiblings .
the only ones he could realy rely on were his friends yixing, who works at the diner with him and his only and best school friend baekhyun .
falling in love with one of the most popular guys was just adding more pain to his unhealed wounds of the past and the present
but all his crush jongin sees is the search for the heartshaped smile he fell in love with at the school ball and cant recognize being right in front of him all this time.
what will happen once jongin finally discovers that kyungsoo was the guy he fell for ?
when friends turn into enemies and families break
why would their love be loyal
when love itself never was to neither of them ?
Kyungsoos pov : ♡{♡}
&
Jongins pov : ♢{♢}
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[ update june 2021 : I'm currently rewriting this book & will update a chapter for further information once it's done so I can do daily updates without pressure ]
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WARNING :
- abuse
- violents
- selfharm
- rape
- pshychopathic, manipulation