Lightsticks shining like stars from the crowd. Nine young men, exhausted, sweat dripping from their foreheads, breathing heavily, but smiling widely, enthusiasm filling them for the last goodbyes. They were happy. Waving their hands high up in the air, they left. One step towards the backstage; one sparkle disappearing from his eyes, until there was only a few left. Grasping on anything he could find, a wall, another person, anything, to keep him up. Did he go too far? He fell down. CHANYEOL CENTERED FIC (tho includes the whole ot9 Exo) Angst: - Chanyeol seems like a happy pill. Is he really? Maybe Idol life really takes the toll of even the strongest, pushing them down only to wonder later, why did everything happen. DO NOT READ IF YOU'RE EASILY TRIGGERED!! INCLUDES F.E EATING DISORDERS