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Депрессия - не приговор
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Ongoing, First published Nov 24, 2018
Обычная среднестатистическая девочка-подросток. Чрезмерная депрессивность и уверенность, что все вокруг враги, даже близкие люди.  Её призвание - пение и игра на инструментах, но она не окончила музыкальную школу до конца, поэтому вряд ли сможет осуществить свою мечту и построить карьеру на музыке. Родственники, к тому же, против. По характеру София интроверт, а иногда и экстраверт. Много перенесла, несмотря на свой возраст.  Отец ушёл от мамы, когда девочка была совсем маленькой. В старой школе над ней издевались, что оставило большой рубец на её хрупком юном сердце. Конечно, всё это в прошлом, но характер у малышки очень сложный. Единственный самый близкий человек, который справляется с жёсткой натурой Сони - её лучшая подруга, Аня. Что же будет дальше? Подпустит ли девочка ещё кого-то также близко? Сумеет ли перебороть свою склонность к суициду и депрессивный характер? Узнаете, если будете читать мой фанфик. Если что, это моя первая работа, прошу не судить строго. Адекватную критику с удовольствием приму во внимание. Приятного чтения!
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The sudden and tragic death of Technoblade had left Wonder in a state of shock, grief, and depression. None of her friends were able to comfort her, since she had moved away to her new apartment, run by the friendly yet intimidating Sans. Even Glitch had lost contact with her, as they attempted to navigate their strange and complicated emotions towards JD. The only person that Wonder had was Ballora, whose presence in her apartment did more harm than good towards her. Tensions of many kinds flare between the two almost instantly, and Wonder is forced to confront her feelings for her enemy, and figure out if what she was feeling was really hate after all. Laws are decreed, tensions are risen, and many more brain cells are lost, in the fourth installment of this chaotic series that once again is, according to Bo Burnham, "better than pussy." Fourth time's the charm? If you haven't already, please read the first three books in the series so that you're up to date on the storyline so far. The Really Good Book: https://www.wattpad.com/story/286314816-the-really-good-book-that%27s-better-than-pussy The Really Good Sequel: https://www.wattpad.com/story/290511429-the-really-good-sequel-that%27s-better-than-pussy The Really Good Threequel: https://www.wattpad.com/story/295845337-the-really-good-threequel-that%27s-better-than-pussy TWs: Swearing, blood, and main character death. I only own Wonder, who is technically me. @glitchingstxrs- and @rarilee are in this story too, they asked to be in it. Comet is Glitch's OC, so I don't own her either. None of the other characters are mine. Fanart, headcanons, or any fan content pertaining to this series is strongly welcomed. For those who are interested in the series, join the Discord server for more randomness that is better than pussy. https://discord.gg/Yz87AMzV