Throughout generations, our fathers have been the rock of the family.
We run to them when Mom says no, and when siblings are driving us crazy. They take us out to dinner and make us feel beautiful when we think we’re not.
Dads tease us about our crushes, and threaten to bring out the shotgun we go out on dates. Then, in a final gesture of love, they walk us down the aisle and give us up to another man they trust to take care of us.
And of course there are the hard times. The music that’s “too loud,” the clothes that are “unacceptable,” and the boy who needs to “get lost.”
Through it all, fathers are there for us. Or at least, they usually are. There are those freak accidents that nobody saw coming, and sometimes we must say goodbye to our dad, forever.
Those times can be the hardest in a girl’s life, trust me, I know.
I’m Emily, but this isn’t just my story. It’s the story of five girls whose lives were changed by their fathers, forever.
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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