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Dissolved mind

KayoriStrawberry

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Reads 4,182
Votes 1,420
Parts 33
Time 1h 24m

KayoriStrawberry

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If you kept a mask on for your whole life...who are you really?
If you only act the way people would love you to.
When you lost yourself a long time ago.
What is left? besides insanity?
Why do i  have to keep this mask? It's his fault, his!
I should've ended this a while ago.
Wouldn't there be him and this for god sake calming blue eyes...
Like a slowly ripped off bandaid crawls the pain back into Damian's mind.
His heart shattered and filled with tears, but his mind screams for revenge.
A road that is covered in blood and tears instead of rose petals.All Rights Reserved

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Until My Hate Loves You

I don't feel much anymore. Pain, joy, love-it's all numb (Its what Yu thinks , actually he feels a lot more than he knows). That's what happens when life leaves scars deeper than anyone can see. For years, I stayed invisible, letting the world move on without me. But when my college life started after COVID, a new boy walked in my life... and suddenly my past refused to stay quiet. Everything I thought I'd escaped came crashing back !