But His Eyes // Phan
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MatureComplete Mon, Nov 26, 2018<5 mins
Life's bad, but his eyes.
All are from Dan's pov
TRIGGER WARNINGS
Depression, Anxiety, Self harm, bullying, and Homophobic slurs
Completed 11-25-18
This book is not like my others I was bored one night and wrote this all on one night.
•I'm american so I use american terms•
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