Where should I find u !!

Luck !!
Where should I search u !!
In the darkness of my nights
Where wetness in my eyes
Remains only notary of my existence!!
Where should I search u !!
In the fakeness of my smile
Believing good things come by
Pretending good so long !!!
Luck !!
Some say u don't exist !!
Then what should I call ur absence
That obstacles my way all along !!
I feels ur presence as much
as I feel ur absence !!!
Luck !!!
Where should I search u
The world in In me or world out !!
I expect an answer at the earliest !!