Loving Him
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Ongoing15m
Last published Sat, Feb 13, 2016
How do you fix a broken heart?
How do you cope with falling for someone who can't and won't love you back?
How does it feel?
It feels like a thousand knives are being punctured into your heart but you embrace it with open arms.
I love him.
How do I make him forget her?
I know she's a part of him.
A part of him that will always be there.
But... I can't stand seeing him like this.
This is my journey.
My journey of loving him.
A/N: very snail-speed updates. Expect them once in a blue moon.
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