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Still Holding On (A Daniel Howell x reader)

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Reads 674
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Parts 37
Time 2h 45m

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You and Phil have known each other since high school. Once Phil went to college, everything changed. You both had lost contact of each other. It has been 5 years since you talked to Phil. You head to a park to bring back memories. When it got cold you decided that you wanted to go home. You walk back or try to. You bump into someone. The problem is, you would have to have watched his videos to understand what you just got yourself into.

*THERE ARE TRIGGERS. WARNING*

Started November 26, 2018- 

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Forbidden Love ~ Phanfiction ~ BoyxBoy by Jessisnotonfire3

Phil's life was perfect up until a year ago when he came out to his parents. They disowned him and sent him to live with his sexually abusive Uncle. To make things worse he was forced to go to a public school and meet new people, he had little confidence and was bad at making friends. He occasionally uploaded videos to YouTube but he wasn't very well known. His videos allowed him to let his feelings out to the public, but they weren't exactly sincere. His life was falling to pieces, and it wasn't getting better any time soon. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dan's life had always been perfect. He was popular at school, got good grades and his parents adored him. However he wasn't very good at meeting new people. How's he going to react when a new kid arrives at his school? Dan has a secret. A secret nobody knows about, not even himself. His life was perfect apart from this tiny thing that had been constantly bugging him ever since he started High School. He wouldn't reveal it would he? No. That would ruin his life completely, or would it?

Just the beginning (Dan Howell X Reader) ON PAUSE by Flowersandwine

*EDITING* You're a youtuber with over one million subs. And you've been watching dan and phil since you were 12. But what happens when you and your friend move to the other side of london and something unexpected happens.

If I Knew Then (Phan) by ToriDreamsOfTomorrow

**Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each other better and discover things about themselves they never guessed.

Closer - Phil Lester X Dan(ni) Howell | COMPLETED by AlmostStickComics

**COMPLETED** Dan Howell and Phil Lester have been living in their Manchester Apartment for longer than expected. It's 2017, they've been on tour around the world and have written 2 books, they need more space. They finally decide on a place in London, England, close to BBC Radio. Once they have finally moved all of their stuff to their new apartment, Dan & Phil collect their finally belongings and take a train to London.On the way there, Dan gets this sick/uneasy feeling. He tells Phil he is alright, but once he passes out in the new apartment, Phil realizes something. But as he refuses on taking Dan to the hospital, Phil takes matters into his own hands. But his results are a bit shocking when he finds his best friend missing and a women in his place. But what Phil doesn't know is that this women is CLOSER to him than he realizes. • started: April 2017 ended: April 2018

Please Stay (Amazingphil x reader fanfic) by epicsenpai

One day, 3 years ago, you were searching youtube for something to watch when you found a youtuber named Amazingphil. You instantly were glued to the screen watching his videos, you felt like he was the only person in this world who understood you, even though he had never met you. Later during your life, your dad was diagnosed with cancer.( Your mom had died when you were 13. ) Phil's videos are the only thing that can make you happy. Your best friend decides that you need a break and finds an apartment in the UK for both of you! But you run into Phil and instantly fall for him. It's like magic.

Dan x Reader x Phil : Hey Buddy, You In London? (DISCONTINUED) by Smileytrash

You are a girl who came from America to live in London and never thought your life would change, well besides were you live, until you met two tall British men who you never thought to be friends with. Or maybe more than that. ________________________________________________ Key words you should look out for: (Y/N): Your Name (Y/L/N): Your Last Name (F/C): Favorite color (F/A): Favorite Animal (H/C): Hair Color (H/L): Hair Length (S/C): Skin Color

Disappearing Act// Phan [Complete] by itsebonyrose

Phil is lost and blinded by his tears. Can he find his way? Or will he be another disappearing act? * Trigger Warning* [Completed]

Save Her (Daniel Howell) by PunkRock_LifeStyle

Bailey is depressed and extremely anxious. She can barley leave her house without having a panic attack. Her mind is constantly mocking her, yet nothing is working. Her medicine is useless, and her therapy is pointless. When her parents feel like Bailey needs a change of scenery, they move across the world to London, England. Little did they know, they moved into the same apartment complex as Bailey's favorite Youtubers Dan Howell and Phil Lester. After another failed attempt to leave the new apartment building, teary eyed Bailey runs through the complex, smacking into someone and tumbling down a flight of stairs. That someone, turned out to be Dan Howell. Conserned for the sad, nervous, fragile looking girl in front of him, Dan offers to walk Bailey back to her apartment. From then on, a friendship blooms between the two, but is it too late for Dan to save the young girl from her own mind?

Break Me (Phan) by MySecretsX

COMPLETE *** In this world, you're marked with black. That's if you have a soulmate, at least. Everyone is destined to cross paths with the one who is meant for them, at least once in their lives. When you and your soulmate meet, you will touch, if only briefly, and the exact area of skin you touch with the other turns from black to white, with streaks of blue, purple, yellow, all marbled in with each other. Daniel Howell is well known in town. People cross the street if they're approaching him and newcomers to the neighborhood are warned about his presence. Exactly like the Lester's were. But Phil Lester has other ideas, he saw the pain within the boy, how bad can he really be? (A story about abuse, self-destruction, but ultimately, love. Please read safe.)

In Another Life (Dan and Phil X Reader) by Liv4Writing

You've lived most of your teenagerhood as a major fan of Dan and Phil, and a proud member of the Phandom (shipping them or not, your choice.) You wake up one day to find yourself seemingly inserted into Dan's life as his best friend, and the next day inserted into Phil's life. You alternate being your two favorite YouTubers' best friend. Finally, you notice that Dan and Phil are notably absent from each other's lives: they've never met. You're torn between wanting to bring the two YouTubers together to create the amazing Phandom, but you also want to continue spending your life with them. And on top of that, you only have room for one life- Dan or Phil? Note: Please read the whole story! It won't make sense if you skip chapters.

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Forbidden Love ~ Phanfiction ~ BoyxBoy

Phil's life was perfect up until a year ago when he came out to his parents. They disowned him and sent him to live with his sexually abusive Uncle. To make things worse he was forced to go to a public school and meet new people, he had little confidence and was bad at making friends. He occasionally uploaded videos to YouTube but he wasn't very well known. His videos allowed him to let his feelings out to the public, but they weren't exactly sincere. His life was falling to pieces, and it wasn't getting better any time soon. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dan's life had always been perfect. He was popular at school, got good grades and his parents adored him. However he wasn't very good at meeting new people. How's he going to react when a new kid arrives at his school? Dan has a secret. A secret nobody knows about, not even himself. His life was perfect apart from this tiny thing that had been constantly bugging him ever since he started High School. He wouldn't reveal it would he? No. That would ruin his life completely, or would it?