The Journey of the One Who Never Stuck Out

Intro
Everything will be written in first person! XD!
Has anyone ever witnessed someone who smiled at you and within the next second as they turned around to have their backs faced at you their entire life and attitude changed upside down. This was my entire life, a wave and a smile to those who are not my friends but those who were just merely acquaintances and as I passed them that simple smile disappeared. No one has truly ever made me feel a certain emotion, this emotion that apparently everyone has. Happiness. No, I never truly felt it. That's why there is only one word you can always describe my smile when you see it. Fake. Unlike many people, but yet again similar to many, my life has been rough. It has had its up for less then half a day as everything else has been down. The days were I had simply lost myself to the devil on the shoulder and where the angel could not save me or simply did not want to in the first place because look at society itself, there are devils everywhere. This was the world I was born into. The world of the lost. The story of my life begins.