Nervous S.M.
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Last published Thu, Oct 31, 2019
"I'm just trying to save you, please let me."
I look at him but instantly look back down picking at my nails. The sweaty palms, the shortness of breath, the feeling that I'm drowning in an ocean with no rescue, it all seemed familiar to me.
"Save me from what?" I bite back, trying to hide what I was experiencing at the moment.
"From yourself." He was clearly furious, yet his eyes said the contrary.
"Well, I don't need to be saved." And with that, I walked out, called a Lyft, and left a broken Shawn looking ahead.
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