Learning To Let Go

He was the most precious thing that I have seen in my life.
All of the little features, all of his flaws make my heart beat a million times faster.
On the other hand, I was this person who couldn't just fit in right enough with the people around. It seems that I was still distant from my - what I called "friends" and "best friends".

Just have the chance of seeing that genuine smile on his face is enough, even if I couldn't express my feelings and could only support and help him from afar.

If you ask me - "How do I feel?"
A simple reply as - "I'm fine", "It's ok" or even "I'm alright" - that is what everyone would hear from me, just simple as that.

No one else knows but only me who lives in this world surrounded by darkness, sadness and if there was a different feeling - jealousy, a slick of jealousy and that is it. I don't care what will happen, but being able to see your loved ones laugh and happy every day, makes everything seem like nothing has changed.

Sometimes, it is best to just let go of the person you love, and just hold on to the memory that you have with them through time...