Past is past❤

I remember when i was young i remember i had a classmate that had a crush on me but it's just simple crush and when he keeps getting close to me. I didn't talk back because before i hate when someone had a crush on me. By the way he's name is JB and now 7 years past since he had a crush on me now he's a heartthrob in our school, actually he's been a playboy. He change because his parents divorced and he was so distracted. I can't even talk to him because i so shy, by the way my name is Samantha. And i'm nerd,stupid & always been bullied. And my grade 6 past blur and when the next school year comes and it change

Will Samantha will be bullied again?
Or will she be like by the other chicklits.