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Living Hurts But So Does Death

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I never knew this would happen i never understood much but i thought i'd understand the people around me. But instead i show them what to fear they need to feel my hurt my anger they need to feel everything that i do.

After Daze's family shatters and she goes mute after her foster parents beat her trying to get her to speak.She's tried killing herself tried making the pain stop. But instead she turns into her darkness becoming everyone elses fears and starts talking again.. Daze runs into Ace the mysterious bad boy gang leader that shows her maybe just maybe not everyone is out there to hurt her.

Ace isnt all bad he has his shiner moments dont get him wrong but he's a gang leader the top one at that what happens when he meets the devil herself does he see her hurt? maybe But he knows something she doesnt can he show her the light or will they fall together??All Rights Reserved

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